I’ve seen several patients being coded during internship… it was a painful sight indeed but seeing a patient in a public hospital helplessly die without the same medical care as those I’ve seen as an intern was 10x worse.
I was walking back to my station after chasing a relative who left before I could give her the clearance she needed to discharge her patient when I walked past the Medical Ward where there’s a commotion; a patient apparently is having arrest. I stood still, thinking “This is real life. I am not watching some medical drama”. I stood there doing nothing because 1) I don’t have the authority 2) I don’t know what to do. It pains me how even after coming in terms with the reality, I still defeatedly question and bawl how unfair it is that even in the last few minutes of your life, you can still feel your social class and leave the Earth as your social class. It’s unfair how despite the advent of medical technology and several advancements in the field of medicine, only a small fraction of the human race can fully benefit from it. It angers me even more how some healthcare professionals can even lower their standard of practice just because this is a public hospital. How can you possibly resuscitate a patient with one fist??? Really??? Did that nurse even undergone a Basic Life Support Training??? As someone who took the training myself, I can’t believe with what I just saw!!! It’s as if they just left him as is and the resuscitation was only done as a form of formality. Do we really have to come to this point when we are already working long enough???
It’s sad that I had to turn and move back to my station with the thoughts of the man who lied helplessly along the Medical Ward alley, not even in a hospital room and a proper hospital bed but a cot along the hallway, his right hand I couldn’t forget clutching his shirt on his chest has now left us and joined our Creator.
Right now, I’m back in my station writing this very blog post… wondering when will the Philippine Healthcare System would ever improve and finally cater those who can’t afford quality medical services you can probably only acquire in private hospitals at present. I hope time will come that the government would finally realize just how important healthcare is above all for them to invest more into it than focusing on some shit poor-oppressing battle you call “drug war”. Praying that the government would finally hear the cries of poorly-compensated health care workers so that we can restore and establish a proper and efficient healthcare worker to patient ratio… so that healthcare workers would never have to leave the country in order to sustain their lives. I believe in the saying “if oras na nila, oras na nila” but I also want to believe that if only the patient would be given the proper medical care his condition requires, then what we thought “it’s their time” could be not yet their time. I sound really hopeful, maybe ludicrously ambitious even but I really do think it’s possible.
For now, I’ll just do my thing and pour my all whenever I perform my tasks. Not even faltering with the fact that “I’m only working in a public facility”… that’s more of a reason for me to provide the best that I could, the least that I could offer to the people who receive the least in this field… even if I (over)do it by the book or by JCI standards (to the very best that I know of) as how my alma mater and internship trained me to be. Not ever giving in to “pwede na yan”.
// This, is one of the many reasons why I doubt if I ever were meant to even become a doctor. I’m such a weak-hearted, idealistic, almost delusional and opinionated myself. Hayyy Lord, is this really the field you wanted me in?
HI GUYS!!!! Oh my, it’s been a looooooong while. I actually went through my blog and re-read everything and I’ve noticed that I was always saying how “I don’t know what to and how to do blogging anymore” in most of my previous posts but I PROMISE THIS TIME, I LEGIT DON’T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE OR HOW DO I DO THIS ANYMORE because I haven’t done this for like forever. It felt like I’m starting again!!! Okay sige, I’m not gonna babble more. Let’s just hop right into my post.
Okay, so as what I’ve mentioned on my previous posts, I’ve entered Third Year or the Medtech proper last school year 2016-2017 and that’s (also) the reason why I was gone for a very long time. Idk, I just found myself being swallowed by acads and all that jazz that I never really had the time to write a single blogpost. There’s so much that has happened in my entire Third Year life and I wish I could’ve had written any of’em and immortalize the memories on this blog and hark back to those times… but sadly, I didn’t. Anyway, as you can probably tell on the title, this post would be a “rundown” of my experience as a Third Year Medical Technology student.
(Wait, how do I start?)
We started the school year earlier than the normal students in our university due to the reason that we were trying to chase the schedule for the 1-year internship so everything would fit and we would end just right on time for the graduation (yikes chills) because as you all know, we are one of those pabibo schools who embraced the academic calendar shift. So the clinical subjects I took this year are as follows:
1st Semester
MIC111 – Bacteriology
PAR100 – Clinical Parasitology
GPHC100 – General Pathology, Histopathology and Cytopathology
CC111 – Routine Clinical Chemistry
HEMA111 – Hematology 1
MTLBE100 – Medical Technology Laws and Bioethics
LMS100 – Laboratory Management and Supervision
2nd Semester
MIC112 – Mycology and Virology
UBF100 – Urinalysis and Body Fluids (Clinical Microscopy)
HEMA112 – Hematology 2
SIM100 – Serology and Immunology
CC112 – Continuation of CC1/ Special Chemistry
CC113 – Endocrinology, Toxicology and Drug Testing
IMH100 – Immunohematology (Blood Banking and Transfusion Medicine)
I can’t believe I already passed all these subjects let alone the first sem subjects!!!! Personally, I think First semester is harder than the Second Semester idk maybe because it’s the time when we were just and still adapting to the new and toxic environment of Third Year life and the transition is quite overwhelming. Also, the passing rate was raised from 60% in Second Year to 70% in Third Year. I CAN’T EVEN!!! Plus the laboratory practical exams had an upgrade to like 5x that of the Second Year pracs. There’s legit a time when I went back to my dorm during lunch break just to cry because of a practical exam and a fair share of tears were shed at nights when I have no idea how to fit and finish everything before the sunrise. Also there’s a day when, for the first time in my life, I called my mom after I got back in my dorm from school and cried for my dear life because EVERYTHING WAS SO HARD.
- It’s also during First Semester when I learned how essential it is to know the time difference from night (let’s say 7pm) to 5am the next day and how to utilize it very well because your life literally depends on how you manage and distribute it to sleeping and studying because you know, you’ll only have to read 1-3 chapters per subject and you only have like 3 quizzes the next day for the lecture and probably a practical exam or a long quiz for the laboratory in the afternoon. JUST HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PREPARE FOR THAT IN LESS THAN 10HRS???— is all I was thinking then. That’s how resentful and pitiful I was back then.
- We were taught the laboratory skills we need— Venipuncture (of course! the freaking highlight
and a must), Blood Smearing, Staining, Pipetting!! Oh God forbid, I loathe
glass pipetting so much! Direct Fecal Smear… and all medtech-y skills. I love
Bacteriology so much. It was the subject I got the highest grade during First
Semester. The lecture and laboratory were both the bomb.com. But ofc, I wouldn’t
forget the anxiety the Unknown has
given us. For our finals in the lab, we were given unknown organisms and we
were to identify it via Biochemical Testing and everything we were taught of on
how to identify such. It took me so long to decide what my organism was because
some of the biochemical test results weren’t at par with theoretical information
so imagine my anguish. Our grades basically depended on it so… yeah.

but in the end, I decided it was Enterobacter cloacae.
- Another memory from First Semester is the time when we were to submit Enterobius swabs as additional points for our Parasitology laboratory. I took my bestfriend with me to hunt down possible patients. It was such a memorable experience, I have no more words. I poured all the feels on this Facebook post.
- Also, I’ll never forget about First Semester is the day when we had our Grand Practical Exam in our laboratory subjects and it was the time when 3rd Floor HSC was in a total dishevelment. We were taking turns and rotating in different labs to have our moving practical exams simultaneously— one section is having their Histopath moving pracs, the other is having their Bacte moving pracs, then another section is on the roil in Hematology moving pracs while the other one is having their Parasitology Moving Pracs and the like. That was the most intense day ever imaginable.
- Also on that day, was the first time I was able to extract blood on a practical exam!!! I can never forget how stupid I may have looked for shouting “Hala may dugo” when blood oozed out from my partner’s vein. I was never able to bleed my partner in almost all the practicals we had due to my infamous phobia with needles and I was legit surprised and awed when a blood came out that day!!!
For the events of Second Semester… I’m not really sure?? lol even though it’s the more recent semester, I can’t remember much from it coz it went like a blur to me. It was so fast it was so unreal that it actually happened!!! (and that I passed!)
- Okay. One thing I could say about Second Semester is that I fancy UBF hahahaha I’m not sure if it’s the subject itself or teacher factor hahahaha but to be honest, it was so fun to study and probably the easiest of the panel of subjects for second semester (or so I thought).
- The
laboratory learning and insights this semester gave me more of the medtech
feels because most of the experiments/tests we did in the lab were the ones
that are being performed in the actual laboratory setting. I will never forget
the struggle of dilution in Serology lab. We aren’t allowed to use calculators
during the entire semester and of course as someone who absolutely hates math
and computation, that’s. the. worst. nightmare. ever. So given that situation,
imagine our surprise during the Final Laboratory Written examination when our
instructor finally allowed us to use calculator. Everybody in the class was in
awe because that’s super unexpected. We didn’t have much of moving practical
exams this sem compared to the numerous ones we had on first semester. The
practical exams this time were more like skills-based and principle application. Slide
identification-kind-of-moving practicals was surprisingly nakakamiss.
Self-pity time: Two semester have passed and no one was able to extract blood from me huhuhu do I even have veins??? :——(
Just to give you some insight, there are:
- 4
major examinations in each lecture subjects
- 2
major written examination in each laboratory subjects
- (100-item identification)
- Moving
Practical Exam in each laboratory subjects
- Skills/Application
Practical Exam in each laboratory subjects
- Pre
and post quizzes in every meeting in each lecture subjects
- Pre
and post quizzes in every laboratory experiments
- Long
Quizzes every after chapter
- Long
Quizzes before major examination in each lecture subject
- Long
Quizzes before major examination in each laboratory subjects
- Surprise
quizzes whenever the professor would like
- Not
to mention the drawings of each specimen in laboratory manuals in each
laboratory subject
- 2 Journal readings in each lecture subject
So ayun, hindi po kami OA and nag-iinarte. Our lives literally revolve in exams and quizzes.
Moving on, last May 09, we had our Pre-Internship Program which is a prerequisite before you can proceed to the actual internship. On that exact day,we took a 700-item Diagnostic Examination without any notice and I literally just came back from an 8-hour trip because I went home in Bicol so I was sitting for like 14 hours straight!!! We had series of practical examinations for two weeks, a Phlebotomy seminar with BD Philippines, a tour in a National Reference Laboratory which is the National Kidney Institute and an Oral Revalida.
CAUTION: Photospam ahead.

I’m not sure if this is enough to summarize everything because I can feel that it’s not even in the slightest bit justified on this post. Maybe it’s one of the wonders of life that cannot be really put into words. (But you tried, self what are you doing hahaha)
Suffice to say that all these experiences; the nerve-racking and heartbreaking quizzes, no-sleep days, tears, sweats, blood (hahahaha legit), cramming moments and all other hardships are the variables which played significant roles in this endeavour which lead me to where I am heading right now. I’m so happy and proud to share to you guys the next step I’m taking in this career path. I am now officially a Medical Technology Intern at St. Luke’s Medical Center – Quezon City under the Institute of Pathology. I know, I can’t believe it myself that I was able to pass through the needle-hole like hurdle you call “Third Year life”. SLMC is actually my first-in since we are to undergo 1-year internship and we will be having our second-in next semester in another hospital.


I will be forever thankful to Trinity University of Asia especially to Dean Rodriguez for always making sure that the quality of education/ training is there. Thank you for a super hands-on laboratory experience and our very own DIagnostic Laboratory in the 4th Floor. It’s like a simulation of the environment that we will be facing in the near future. Would also like to thank our Clinical Instructors:
- Mam Majo
Liao
- Sir Jude
Anthony Trinidad
- Dra. Mary
Anne Isip
- Sir Mark
Francisco
- Sir Mel
Destacamento
- Mam Gigi
Dayrit
- Mam
Violie Bascao
- Mam
Suzzette Lumanga
- Mam Rona
Gonzaga
- Sir
Joshua Descamparado
- Sir
Nikko Onate
- Mam Krystal
Tio
for gearing us up with all the lectures, wisdom and skills that we would need to be the Medical Technologists that we are aiming to be.
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Other significant life events during the course of Third Year life:
- I became an Altar Server at the Shrine of Jesus the Divine Word. Hashtag dream come true.

- I was elected Medical Technology
Councilor in the University Student Council. Hashtag unreal.

All glory and praise to the Lord God above. Thank you for guiding me in almost everything I do. Thank you also St. Jude Thaddeus for interceding for me. Forever grateful and blessed.
That’s pretty much how I can sum up my Third Year life. I hope you enjoy reading as much as I enjoyed writing it! Thank you so much for reading yet another long blog post of mine. See you on my next post (hopefully there’s a next)!!!
I feel bad about this Acetylene Gang who’s on the news at this moment. I feel sympathetic to them although I shouldn’t. No Danah, you should be happy now bc they were caught already. But there’s something in me that makes me feel sad, about them … about their family.
What will happen to their kids tomorrow? … in the future? How can they eat tonight, tomorrow during breakfast? Will they go to school tomorrow? Until when? *sigh*
Yeah I know, it’s their life, their choice and their mistake but I think no one will ever do that if everybody has a choice - a good choice like a choice wherein they don’t need to dig those stinky drainage-s, getting drenched with disgusting filthy water, almost suffocated just to have a living. What I mean is, they only did that because of poverty, I guess, well most probably, I am right.
I am not blaming the Government but I guess, my words do. They should know that firstly. Where the hell’s the citizen assistance? the taxes? or whatever term it is. Where are they? In your pockets? What the actual fuck. This is horrible.
I know this is very common nowadays and there’s no cure for corruption but can you just stop it, like right now? Things’ gettin’ worse as the days pass by. Aren’t you noticing it? Or are you just busy counting stars ? Do you really think imprisonment will be an antidote to this society’s sickness? No. I know this a baloney but please, help your citizens. You’re the one who’s creating thieves and bad people seriously.
You know what, you are worse than these underground-pawnshop-robbers. They only did that because of dire need. How about you?
Daet, Camarines Norte’s tallest and Philippine’s 2nd Highest Christmas Tree. Sets upright at St. John the Baptist Church, Daet, Camarines Norte.


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